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ੈ✩‧₊˚ You can call me Mal.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ Im currently hyperfixated on hwwhp (once again), true crime and helminths.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I’m a nihilist, and I’m kinda misanthropic.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I’m described as being a pessimistic person too.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I may not be open to almost any topic, unless I feel comfortable. Thank you for your understanding.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I draw as a hobby or as a way to vent only, my art isn’t that good and it doesn’t bother me much.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I struggle with making friends and starting conversations.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ Every little message you send me affects me deeply; the way you phrase things, how much time it takes for you to reply, whether you leave me on read or not, or not reply at all.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I’m sensitive as fuck, as you can see.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I hate the way I am too, so please bear with me. Thank you.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I also struggle with quick and sudden mood swings; one second I’m doing fine, the other I’m thinking about tearing my skin apart.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ I’m a non-sharing yumeshipper. My f/os are Builderman, Ryou Shishikusa, Emi, Emily Rose, Noli, Kitchen Wizard, Thomas and iTrapped.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ Nonetheless, I struggle with self-shipping a lot, it always feels like I’m forcing them to love me, or I’m not good enough for them.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ My fictional parents are: 007n7 (forsaken ver) and Cruel King (no no no they’re not together-)
ੈ✩‧₊˚ Sometimes when my mood isn’t great, I may start sending weird messages that will disturb some people; I do this quite a lot as a way to vent, but I’m aware that’s not an excuse to write such things. I switched to writing them in a note pad to calm down.
ੈ✩‧₊˚ If you’re curious on what type of things I write… let’s just say they’re pretty gruesome and gross stuff, and I tend to describe them in a detailed way. Sometimes my own thoughts disturb and disgust me.